idk

for look at it, truly
what do we have?

shining gold, vibrating with life
a healthy mind and body.
surrounded by people,
funny and nice enough
to be loved.
probably plans,
a bright outlook on future.
qualities.
experiences...memories.
dreams: such a void realm.

crushed and hollow,
un-trusting, selfish and lazy.
dark like the abyss,
afraid of light and people,
yet missing faces...
a touch, a response.
ugly, sick, but longing...
such common things.
wanting to learn, to explore...
but drained and aimless.

the divine light,
casting shade on me.